M.D.L // Excerpt from “I, A Ticking Bomb”
No one will share it
which makes me wonder if it’s
worth holding on to
mine, please don’t delete the text/change the source xx
I’ve spent my 18 years of life trying to be okay with the fact that humans fade in and out of each others’ lives. No matter how I think about it, I can’t make it sound romantic or poetic. To those who have already passed through my life and to those who eventually will: I love you. I miss you. The back door will always be unlocked if you ever feel like coming home.
You dig the blade into your skin
like you are trying to find
lost treasures deep in the sea.
Your arm is not a farmland,
you cannot cut gashes to plant flowers
for all you will do is bleed.
M.D.L // Sowing Sorrow
Andria // La Dispute
"I held your name inside my heart but it got buried in my fear. It tore the wiring of my brain, I did my best to keep it clear. So Dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head, and if I do not miss a part of you a part of me is dead."